Sisters!

These pictures were taken a while ago, and finally made it to the blog. My girls are so cute together. Their new thing is that they always have to hold each others hand. Even when we just get out of the car, Danica walks over and waits for Olivia to get out of the car to hold her hand. Danica is such a good little sister. It is like she already knows that her big sister needs her help and she is there for her. She is always looking out for Olivia. She brings Olivia her sippy when she cant get up to get it, she shares her food with her, and after we drop Olivia off at school, Danica runs around the house yelling sissy, sissy. I could not have been blessed with two cuter kids!

Fun in the tub!

Last night was bath time in the Spencer household. It is the girls favorite time. When I give them a bath it is always just in and out, but when dad gives thema bath, it is every wall, everybody get wet kind of thing. They have such a good time, and they both love to fight over who gets to hold the shower head!

St. George

A couple of weeks ago the girls and I went to Grandma and Grandpas house in St George and had such a blast. We went to the park and they had the coolest play ground. Danica didnt even want to wait for help to go up and down the slide, she just did it all on her own. Olivia was a little unsure at first, but then she decided that she loved it. The was a couple of times that the girls were fighting to get up the steps first and Danica cheated by pulling on sisters shirt to get ahead of her. They are so cute. The park also had a little man made creek. The water was a little chilly but it was 75 degrees outside so they didnt notice. We tried to roll up their pants so that they wouldnt get all wet and as you can see, the was pointless, they both got drenched. It was well worth it, they had much fun, and I think that grandma and grandpa had as much fun as they did. After the creek, we stripped the girls down to nothing to dry out and had some lunch. Right now Olivia is all about her nipples, she just cant get enough of them. Danica is all about the peepee. She tried to feed it a cheeto and totally grossed my dad out. But she thinks that whatever she likes, her peepee will like. Hopefully these are both just a faze.

Gods Plans!

So, today I am felling a little down. Sometimes dont you just wish that you knew what Gods plans were? Today I am wondering just that. I know that he picked Olivia just for us and made us wait for her. I know that he picked Danica just for us and made us wait for her, then gave her to us when we didnt even know it. But what are his other plans? I watch the people around me live their lives as God had intended it to be, and I think, what about me? I feel so grateful for the loving husband that I have, and the two beautiful miracle girls that I have, and yet I wonder if this is what my road is. Is this it? I feel like I have been trying and reaching for things that I am now unsure if they are to be mine. I feel like I have been putting my life on hold for this one little thing. Today, I think that it has just hit me like a ton of bricks. I think that this is exactly what God had intended for me. This is the road that I am to travel with my husband and two little girls. If God had other plans for me then, he wouldnt make it so hard for me. Today I have decided that I need to start living my life and not putting it on hold for one silly little thing. I have everything that I have ever wanted and more. I need to start being more grateful for the things that God has given me instead of wishing for the things that are not meant to be mine. Today I start a new and happier me. I know that my life is complete now and I will start enjoying every minute of it. I am lucky to have people in my life that understand me and have the patience to help me through my hard times. Thank you so much for still being my friends. I promise that today is my change day, and I will be a better person, for you, for my family and for me.

30!

My loving husband is turing 30 tomorrow, and I think that I am more devastated by it than he is. That just means that I am only a couple of months away from being old too. He had such a good time at the party, I think it was the perfect way to end his twenties. We have been together through our teens, twenties and now I am looking forward to spending my thirties with him.

PARTY!!!!!!!!

So now I finally got the pictures up from the party. We had such a good time. We finally rolled the last person out about 4 am, thats right 4 am. We were all zombies by then. The party was great. We had plenty of food and plenty of alcohol. We had wars with beer pong and lots of loud music with rock band. The cleanup was not so bad, just picking up all of the swamp fog and finding all of the beer cans. We only ended up with one broken kitchen chair and a dent in the living room wall, and Jamies skirt catching of fire, but with all the people that came, in think that is ok. Sunday when we were cleaning up, we found Erics lost snake tangled in the rose bushes and a few piles of pewk on the lawn. Pat had a great time, and I can say for the first time that he actually drank himself into oblivian, and was sick all day Sunday. I just sat and smiled knowing that wasnt me throwing up and feeling like crap. But we were exhausted and the girls didnt get much attention on Sunday due to lack of sleep for mom and dad. I wanted to thank everyone that came, in support of Pats birthday, and for coming for a good time.

Halloween!

Today we went to Gardner Village and took the girls pictures in their costumes. They looked so cute! It was a little bit cold so we had to do it fast. Danica as you can see was a little bit scared of the witch she was sitting next to, but Olivia thought that she was very cool. Olivia loved her costume, she liked to look at herself in the mirror and twirl around because she liked the hoop on her skirt. Danica didnt know what to think about hers. But she loved the flower hat and wouldnt let us take it off till we got home.